Life Crisis

i just want you

2009-07-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

There are no unlockable doors
There are no unwinable wars
There are no unrightable wrongs
Or unsignable songs

There are no unbeatable odds
There are no believable gods
There are no unnameable names
Shall I say it again, yeah

There are no impossible dreams
There are no invisible seams
Each night when the day is through
I dont ask much

I just want you
I just want you

There are no uncriminal crimes
There are no unrhymable rhymes
There are no identical twins or
Forgivable sins

There are no incurable ills
There are no unkillable thrills
One thing and you know its true,
I dont ask much

I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you

Im sick and tired of bein sick and tired
I used to go to bed so high and wired, yeah - yeah, yeah, yeah
I think Ill buy myself some plastic water
I guess I should have married lennons daughter, yeah - yeah, yeah, yeah

There are no unachievable goals
There are no unsaveable souls
No legitimate kings or queens, do
You know what I mean? yeah

There are no indisputable truths
And there aint no fountain of youth
Each night when the day is through,
I dont ask much

I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you.
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I just want you
I just want you,
Hey, yeah
I just want you.
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I just want you, hey
I just want you

I just want you

ever dream

2009-06-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day

Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me

Would you do it with me
Heal the scars and change the stars
Would you do it for me
Turn loose the heaven within

I'd take you away
Castaway on a lonely day
Bosom for a teary cheek
My song can but borrow your grace

Come out, come out wherever you are
So lost in your sea
Give in, give in for my touch
For my taste for my lust

Your beauty cascaded on me
In this white night fantasy

"All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you.
One I now have, will the other one ever dream remain.
For yours I truly wish to be."

someday

2009-06-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away

Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is warm without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave as you reach for me
Some say
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say you were always there for me
Someway
When the sun begins to shine
I hear a song from another time
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
[Chorus]
So far, so long, so far away
So far, so long, so far away (away, away)
Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
(someday)
And'll fade away

re model ling blog

2009-05-29T11:39:00.002+08:00

i need a new skin for my blog.

thanks to NADHIRAH for helping me by laughing cos i didnt know how to do it. thank you you HARDGAY-CHAN

now im braing craking for A MOUSE CURSOR... yes nadhirah... a mouse cursor... i want pimp my blog... starting with a mouse cursor.
dont you now start calling me kental ok!!

i have a few ideas for my blog.
but that comes later.

i have received 2 smses from my teh cher... Mr Rahim. asking if we are interested in going abroad to some countries which i realize... THE SWINE FLU BREAK OUT.

the countries are CANADA(the number of deaths in canada due to the swine flu is getting high), USA(here also...), AUSTRALIA(a few cases but no deaths), GERMANY(some tested positive but all are quarantine), CHINA(no comments on this country), INDIA and MALAYSIA.

if i have a choice... i want to go... GERMANY!!! but yeah i can just dream...

2nd sms is abt video making collaborating with PA... its either police academy which i hardly think so cos its now called HOME TEAM ACADEMY... but you can never too sure... or PEOPLE ASSOCIATION.

they are going to fund each student $500 yo... who else want to FUND US... so im taking both... im greedy... i know... but its for my future also... EXPERIANCE IS WHAT YOU LOOKING FOR ALSO. cheh... hahahaha

(note some idiot just called me and say a few hellos and kept quiet for 30secs to listen to my background cos my mom switched on the tv so loud... and he put down the phone.... then he called again 2nd time... saying hello then keep quiet... then he called 3rd time but saying anything. so you think im not annoyed... i called him 1st time asking him what is his problem... he replied saying its my problem not your problem(i think) then he put down the phone... then i called again raising my voice WHATS YOUR PEROBLEM?? he immediatly put down the phone. so called again 3rd time... no tone at all... KNNCCB)

anyway where were we?

ccb that guy... now i dont know where i stop in my mind...

nvm i'll update again.

again thanks ah NADHIRAH

saint sinner

2009-05-29T10:20:00.002+08:00

i got this from the newspaper...

All Saints Have A Past...
All Sinners Have A Future...

cool right

minah and mats

2009-05-29T10:15:00.001+08:00

got this from a friend... is so freaking funny

http://minahspeak.livejournal.com/

1) A Minah is only a Minah when she denies that she is one.
2) As long as you are a Malay girl, you're automatically a Minah.
3) A Minah is a true Minah if she likes to call other people Minah.
4) Minahs are not necessarily uneducated because they don't speak English, it's a preference.
5) Minah and Minahrep are entirely different things, do not confuse them.

The 5 Golden Facts of Minah-ism.
(I know in this entry it was 3 facts, but the definition of Minah has to be streamlined and expanded.)

1) A Minah is only a Minah when she denies that she is one.
Mentioned too many times in most of my entries, because Macam Pahamers need reminding. Yes Ms Macam Paham, you are a Minah too. Pls see point 2).

Please stop denying that you are not a Minah. Gigi kalo terselit belachan, takmo nak step makan cheese. Embrace the culture, don't kill your own race. You may want to refer to point 4) if you think that Minahs are scums of the universe and buat malu orang Melayu jer. Yang buat malu is actually kalo kau tak sedar diri yang kau tu siapa.

2) As long as you are a Malay girl, you're automatically a Minah.
Self-explanatory. If you like Mat Sallehs (read: Caucasian. re-read: Caucasian and Eurasian lain barang ok, pls jgn confuse), then itu kau punya seluar dalam. You can like other races for all we care, tapi kalau dah Melayu, by default Minah.

If you are insulted that you are labelled a Minah just because you are a Malay girl, then you should think twice about labelling that girl who sat across you in the train a Minah just because she dresses like what you think 'a Minah' dresses like. Who's labelling who now?

Which brings me to point 3).

3) A Minah is a true Minah if she likes to call other people Minah.
Besides denying that you are a Minah, and hoping that this will somewhat disassociate you with Minah-ism, you still like to call others Minah. Sorry my friend, this just makes you more Minah than ever.

4) Minahs are not necessarily uneducated because they don't speak English, it's a preference.
If reading my blog does not convince you that Minahs aren't always stupid bimbos, then I suggest that you get off your computer and make new friends. Lots of new friends because you need to shed that stereotype thinking that all Minahs are empty in their heads, finish formal education at ITE (which you probably think is the lowest type of tertiary education) and main aim is life is to kahwin and make babies.

Everything we do is a preference, please at least remember that.

5) Minah and Minahrep are entirely different things, do not confuse them.
A Minahrep is a gangsta version of a Minah; tattoos, fights, drugs, rehab, jailbird boyfriend and kid in tow.

Minahreps generally don't give two hoots what you call them, because they have other more serious things (like siapa nak jaga baby kalau dia kerja shift) to think about, but it's not nice to call a Minah, Minahrep. It's like if I saw you holding hands and kissing your Mat, I call you a slut. Not very accurate now is it?

Minah-fy yourself today! It's only the cool thing to do.

To wrap up, I match reasons with why the above-mentioned Mats do what they do - Berbual World, thinking they will score points with a Minah, but sadly not knowing that they are just alienating her.

Berbual World Mat Type 1 (as seen in story 1)
The Bad Boy. Most hot Minahs love the Bad Boy kind of Mat because he's the perfect accessory on her arm. It pushes her street credibility up, rising her above the rest of the 'safe' Minahs, most of whom are College Girls. This is the fastest ticket to being a College Girl Minah my friend, probably the most elite breed of Minahs, and as much as we know it, the Berbual World Mat knows it too.

Berbual World Mat Type 2 (as seen in story 2)
The Step Terror Mat. Very close to Type 1, except that he's not really bad. He's just awesome in his own little world, far away from reality. He thinks Minahs are generally all oh-so-stupid, making him sort of chauvinistic and highly egoistic. Some Minahs like this, some don't mind it, but it's really an acquired taste. Slightly different from Type 1, this Mat may not berbual world because he wants to, he's just like that.

Berbual World Mat Type 3 (as seen.. ok you get the idea)
The Mintak Kesian Mat. There's a Minah saying, "Biar fanatic, jangan pathetic". The reason why I totally stopped being in contact with Mat no. 3 is because he pushed it too far with his story. I don't mind listening and once in a while getting into debate with him about his business mindset and theories, but I cannot stand it when you throw in one major fact that is supposed to shut me up forever, with a so-called sad fact of life of yours. If you try to silence a Minah, you might as well say goodbye. We are nice to look at, yes, but we're not dolls, for sorry Mats like you.

2009-05-21T22:02:00.001+08:00

i dont want this to happen...

Dari awal aku tak pernah
Percaya kata-katamu
Karena ku hanya melihat
Semua dari parasmu

Telanjur kau bilang padaku
Kau tak akan pernah selingkuh
Tetapi ternyata dirimu
Bermain di belakangku

(1)
Saat ku melihatmu
Kau sedang bermesraan
Dengan seorang yang ku kenal

(2)
Oo..ow.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya, teman baikku

Go to: (2), (1), (2), (2)

Tapi tak mengapa, aku tak heran
Karena dirimu cinta sesaatku

Oo..Ow.. Aku ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikmu
Oo..Ow.. Aku ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikmu

its happening

2009-05-21T21:35:00.003+08:00

yo,

cant take it anymore... its happening again...
am i letting my emotions sway again? or letting it take control of me

many things happen in school... learn many things too. since im not the multimedia person... its a good thing. and its helping in future... i can go website!!! woohooo

sigh... what the hell.. i think my depressions is getting worst and making me going bonkers

you

2009-05-15T15:08:00.001+08:00

i need you

come back to me, please

re:kiss me through the phone

2009-05-15T11:52:00.002+08:00

ok... i tried singing and raping like souljaboy and IT SOUNDED AND LOOKED REALLY WRONG...

when i tried... i reminded myself that korean "cool boy"
i really sounded like him... maybe even look like him... goodness...

thats when you are not that someone and trying to be that someone and it turn out all wrong...

maybe next time

Kiss Me Thru The Phone

2009-05-15T11:45:00.002+08:00

ok this is just not me...

Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you
Tonight but I can not baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now
So baby kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone(I'll see ya later on later on)
Kiss me through the phone kiss me through the phone(see ya when I get home)

[Verse 1: Soulja Boy]
Baby I know that u like me
Your my future wifey
Soulja boy tell em yeah
You can be my bonny
I can be your clyde
You can be my wife
Text me call me I need you in my life
Ya all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya I miss ya I really wanna kiss ya but I can't

[Chorus:]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you
Tonight but I can not baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now
So baby kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone(I'll see ya later on)
Kiss me through the phone kiss me through the phone(see ya when I get home)

[Verse 2: Soulja Boy]
Baby I've been thinking lately
So much about you
Everything about you
I like it I love it
Kissing you in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozens
Talking on the phone
Baby your so sexy
Your voice is so lovely
I love your complection
I miss ya [x3]
I really wanna kiss ya but I can't

[Sammie]
678 triple 9 8212

[Chorus:]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you
Tonight but I can not baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now
So baby kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone(I'll see ya later on)
Kiss me through the pnone kiss me through the phone(see ya when I get home)

[Soulja Boy:]
She call my phone like (da)[x20]
We on the phone like (da)[x20]
We taking pics like (da)[x20]
She dial my numba like (da)[x20]

[Sammie]
6 7 8 triple 9 8 2 1 2

[Chorus:]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you
Tonight but I can not baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now
So baby kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone(I'll see ya later on)
Kiss me through the pnone kiss me through the phone(see ya when I get home)

i think

2009-05-15T02:10:00.001+08:00

i guessed i have done it...

i ended it all...
unless the change comes then all be good.
i want her old back

i need her old back...

i dont even know her anymore.

ive said it...

Dilemma

2009-05-11T14:39:00.002+08:00

financial problem have to kick in now.
yes im truely penniless... totally broke
sometimes i feel i am becoming a beggar.
who else would help me but myself... but with extreme lazyness its bringing me to nowhere.

financial problems is making me to start regretting that i should not be back in school.
its giving me a few options like quitting school, delay myself and to retake it maybe next year or go back to school with no money...
no money to even go school. what else spending on something.

i am back in depression... cried(yes i cry) in my sleep and in my ownself.
i even cried when my sisters told me to go back school and get it done with.
they dont know what i am going through...

my sports i have to put it aside... my dreams are fading away cos of financial.
i only meet my friends just to destress myself... forcing myself to laugh at every joke they made...

it pierces my heart when i hear everything they done are good and very well managed.

i just dont know what i should do and what are my strength... im still searching for it.
i dont have goals...

for now many thoughts are running through my mind now. and it seems like DEJA VU. like it happen in my dreams... like its really going to happen...

i have no comments now... and i really dont know what to do... what i should do...

dear god show me a sign with my extreme lazyness hanging around me

updates

2009-05-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

ok here are my new updates.

im on mc due to my slipdics for 6 days...

tomorrow will be my 1st new test in my new class...
and i have not been to class that often, so will i pass? but wait im on mc. i really dont know.

i am thinking that i should meet up with my HOD and tell them that im should put myself onhold for the next new class in multimedia. i lost a lot of lesson and with that i wont get 3.5 gpa. im aiming for that of course not 4. crazy i cant get that high anyway...

so im a bit regretting being in back in school... i really dont know... what should i do...

and oh yeah... i watched my new 2nd season chuck. the same funny and fun show... and sarah ever so pretty... *melts*

ok then

something you said

2009-04-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

hi,

if you are reading this... i wanna ask you a lot of things.

do you know why i reacted that way? there is something you said... abt begging.
and thats why it turn out this way.

what in the world happen to you

2009-04-25T02:18:00.002+08:00

dear all... if you were to read and laugh at me 'cos of what im abt to tell you, up to you.

i nearly fainted and teared when i read abt something. sex
that person is in need of sex and many things ran into my mind. as i was reading some materials, i was shaking from fear and anger and many things... i just cant describe it.

i am sad truely when i read the materials. could that person really have done it? could it be true from what i read? oh god make me strong.

i cant stop myself from tearing. i dont know what... i dont know why that person is doing this to oneself. its hard for me to accept and swallow it. its really hard.

pls help me...

sg flyer anyone?

2009-04-24T19:42:00.001+08:00

i wanna go to the singapore flyer...

anyone wanna come along? just drop me a text or whatsoever.

if not i'll just go alone then.

wonder girls

2009-04-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

they are hot...!!!!

i alone

2009-04-19T02:43:00.000+08:00

it's easier not to be wise
and measure these things by your brains
I sank into Eden with you
alone in the church by and by
I'll read to you here, save your eyes
you'll need them, your boat is at sea
your anchor is up, you've been swept away
and the greatest of teachers won't hesitate
to leave you there, by yourself, chained to fate

I alone love you
I alone tempt you
I alone love you
fear is not the end of this!

it's easier not to be great
and measure these things by your eyes
we long to be here by his resolve
alone in the church by and by
to cradle the baby in space
and leave you there by yourself chained to fate

oh, now, we took it back too far,
only love can save us now,
all these riddles that you burn
all come runnin' back to you,
all these rhythms that you hide
only love can save us now,
all these riddles that you burn yeah, yeah, yeah

Cuba

2009-04-17T02:30:00.003+08:00

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu

Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu

Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar...
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu

Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku... padamu

should i hate you?

2009-04-17T02:01:00.002+08:00

you,

the reasons why we argue, is that you cant accept that i have change.
you like to pick small things to make it big.
as you know our temper is uncontrollable.. why do you still want to start?
then you have to do something thAT I DONT LIKE AND WITH THE PERSON I HATE SO MUCH.
which afterwards... you made me LOOK LIKE THE BAD GUY... of course you dont tell others what i have done... but by your reactions are telling them something else... im the bad guy

seriously... if you want to do things i dont want you to do so much... LEAVE ME OUT FROM YOUR WORLD. STOP EVERYTHING.

you know how much i hated things you have done... you are making me hate you so much.
there goes my plan of getting back again... taking you out to seoul garden on my pay.

if you want me to hate you just tell me. please dont do things i hate.

but WHY? WHY ARE YOU SO FREAKING STUBBORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ARE YOU BEING DEFIANCE TOWARDS ME!!! AM I A PARENT TO YOU?

why...

sometimes

2009-04-17T01:34:00.002+08:00

short post...

sometimes i just feel like crying.
many things in my mind making it in turmoil
and its just that tears wont appear
i feel im in deep sorrow

just let me cry

what am i?

2009-04-01T00:36:00.002+08:00

i hate it when im being treated as a trash.
no one does.

but when it comes to your own family members... like your own mom, what more can you do? how would you feel being treated that way?

im really sad with how my mom treated me. im purely disappointed in many ways. and cos of that... i will have to look up upon to others.

but who?

i have no dad since i was 15 years old. and being fatherless... life is not easy having a man in the house as a father. its not the same when having your brother acting like a father. he is not even acting like a brother, how can he be a father?

lets just say... im living with "kurang kasih sayang" being treated in a way, being looked down.

and yet i do not falter with that reason. i still move on, but of course with bitterness in life. scared heart.

i do not remember how it was having a father's love.
for all im asking is let god treat him well in heaven. make him happy in heaven.

insyallah...

sagittarius pt 2

2009-03-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

The Sagittarius is really a centaur -- the lower half is horse, the upper half is a man. The man is holding a bow with an arrow aimed upwards toward the sky. This symbolizes the Sagittarius' drive to overcome basic animal instincts by aiming his thoughts into the divine realms of the heavens. In other words, Sagittarius is hunting for ideas and experiences that draw you into greater awareness. As such, Sagittarius tend to love adventure, travel and philosophy -- all ways of extending beyond your immediate surroundings.

Sagittarius tend to aim their arrows of thought upward, being the incurable optimists of the zodiac. Sagittarius often look at the sunny side of life and the silver lining to any dark cloud. Sagittarius are honest to a fault, for you can say what's on your mind before you realize that someone's feelings might be hurt. Since the Sagittarius is part horse, there is also a connection between Sagittarius and horses, be it a love of riding or an emphasis on the most powerful part of a horse: its legs and thighs. In fact, many of Sagittarius love outdoor hiking and long distance running.

The Sagittarius motto is "It is better to know how to learn than to know." You seek knowledge and wisdom, never tiring of the quest for what is yet to come. Others enjoy being with you when you are in your outgoing and joyful mood, but you can become more sullen if you feel that your wings have been clipped. Even in a restrictive situation, however, you'll not lose hope--and it is this inspirational perspective that leads you to your greatest success.

Element: Fire
Fire signs are naturally warm. A fire gives light and heat, but it doesn't get depleted as others feed on its warmth. One candle can bring light to a room and it won't burn any faster if ten people read from its light than if there was only one. Fire doesn't plan its next move; it isn't logical. It simply is in the moment and will burn what fuel is available without judgment or forethought. For this reason fire signs can successfully rely on their intuition and survival instincts.

The fire of Sagittarius is warming, not hot -- but that's because it's far away. It's like a light in the distance that reminds us why we are heading in that direction or the stars that have been used for navigation. This is the fire of inspiration whose heat can motivate the mind to reach out into the wilderness.

Ninth House: Travel
If the Third House is the House of Quick Trips, then the opposite Ninth House could be called the House of Long Distance Journeys. It's about foreign travel, higher education -- for that's travel in the mind and the potential adventure that the future holds.

Key Planet: Jupiter
Jupiter is the largest planet in our solar system and as such symbolizes an expansive action. He is the king of bigger, better and more. But, of course, too much of a good thing isn't necessarily good, and Jupiter can encourage us to overspend or overindulge. Jupiter acts like a magnifying lens and can make a little opportunity look larger than life. As the key planet of Sagittarius, Jupiter encourages us to take those opportunities, to live life as an adventure and to believe in something greater than ourselves.

Sagittarius Greatest Strength: Your undying optimistic attitude

Sagittarius Possible Weakness: Glossing over problems or avoiding difficult situations

Sagittarius

2009-03-25T18:58:00.002+08:00

The Babylonians, identified Sagittarius as the god Pabilsag (which had wings and a lion's head).

In Greek mythology, Sagittarius is identified as a centaur, half human, half horse. In some legends, the Centaur Chiron was the son of Philyra and Saturn, who was said to have changed himself into a horse to escape his jealous wife, Rhea. Chiron was eventually immortalised in the constellation of Centaurus, or in some version, Sagittarius. The arrow of this constellation points towards the star Antares, the 'heart of the scorpion'.

The astrological symbol for Sagittarius has a dual meaning. The first and most common is that of a bow and arrow. The second and less well-known is that of an arrow lifting up a cross-shaped burden, representing the struggle of the Sagittarius' face

december

2009-03-20T14:02:00.001+08:00

December

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

this is true i guess...

Slumdog Millionaire

2009-02-28T03:36:00.002+08:00

i wish i could be like him... a slumdog and a freaking millionaire.
but thats not the point. all the questions he had was based on his past and experience.

and the show is freaking GOOD. and its sad (i shed a few tears).
its freaking sad when latika and his brother... argh...

and that part made me emotions through out the movie. and which i remembered today's smses and yesterday's event.

everything i had done was sincere...
i meant it in every means and ways.

not till today.

another quarrel broke out and she said i was pretending... faking to be exact. that hurts me a lot. again i wish to express my thoughts... ITS SINCERE.

if you think i am faking it... so be it.
you yourself told me to get lost...
so there i go...

in that show SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE... their destiny was written (its a show, but just think abt it, if its a true story?)

i doubt ours are.

IF I DO HAVE A READER IN MY BLOG... YES I BEGGED HER BACK. SHE SAID SHE CANT... SO BE IT. SO I DIDN'T FORCE HER AND I LET IT REST... BUT ALL THAT HAPPEN... ALL THIS HAPPEN.

i should have not TOLD HER abt getting back together again. i should have not told her abt what happen... I SHOULDN'T EVEN MENTION ANYTHING... LOOKING AT HER BEING SO HAPPY... AND DO I DO? DESTROY HER HAPPINESS...

I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT...

so she will not accept me back and told me to get lost... so be it.

signing oufs
Mohd Yunos aka M.Y

if you want...

2009-02-27T20:44:00.001+08:00

if you want to go then get lost...

those were the words which have been ringing in my ears now...

get lost... (if you wish)

if you want...

2009-02-21T13:55:00.003+08:00

A scrambler.. is what she wants, been wanting to have it. and she might even ride with someone else...

it seems that she dont get the picture... and yet she says i dont get it. shes been dating and me, none.
listening to her story, it sounded that she is really happy with this scrambler guy. with a car. rich eh...

whats so good abt a scrambler... what???!!! oh fuck it... seriously she dont see it.

i could have and i would want... but something or someone is stopping me.
sigh...

well lets just wait and see then... i will wait.

again.
(maybe i wont wait... i dont know. maybe i should. i really dont know)

perfect strangers...

2009-02-10T02:06:00.000+08:00

Can you remember remember my name
As I flow through your life
A thousand oceans I have flown
And cold spirits of ice
All my life
I am the echo of your past

I am returning the echo of a point in time
Distant faces shine
A thousand warriors I have known
And laughing as the spirits appear
All your life
Shadows of another day

And if you hear me talking on the wind
Youve got to understand
We must remain
Perfect strangers

I know I must remain inside this silent well of sorrow

A strand of silver hanging through the sky
Touching more than you see
The voice of ages in your mind
Is aching with the dead of the night
Precious life (your tears are lost in
Falling rain)

And if you hear me talking on the wind
Youve got to understand
We must remain
Perfect strangers

how i would sing the song for you...

2009-02-09T01:18:00.002+08:00

i remembered how i sing the song to her...

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

and how i would want to sing for her again...

but alas...

the management

2009-02-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

Dear employees,

Due to the current financial situation caused by the slowdown of economy, Management has decided to implement a scheme to put workers of 40 years of age and above on early retirement. This scheme will be known as RAPE
(Retire Aged People Early).

Persons selected to be RAPED can apply to management to be eligible for the SHAFT scheme (Special Help After Forced Termination). Persons who have been RAPED and SHAFTED will be reviewed under the SCREW programme (Scheme
Covering Retired Early Workers). A person may be RAPED once, SHAFTED twice and SCREWED as many times as Management deems appropriate.

Persons who have been RAPED can only get AIDS (Additional Income for Dependants & Spouse) or HERPES (Half Earnings for Retired Personnel Early Severance).
Obviously persons who have AIDS or HERPES will not be SHAFTED or SCREWED any further by Management.

Persons who are not RAPED and are staying on will receive as much SHIT (Special High Intensity Training) as possible. Management has always prided itself on the amount of SHIT it gives employees. Should you feel that you
do not receive enough SHIT, please bring to the attention of your Supervisor. They have been trained to give you all the SHIT you can handle.

Sincerely,
The Management

cool boy sings

2009-02-08T02:53:00.000+08:00

touch my body - korean version

2009-01-27T02:06:00.001+08:00

this is fucking funny!!!!

"rape me in my thighs" " i know you want to touch my cock"
hahahahahaahahahahaha fucking funny!!!!!

might as well say touch my BODEK right!!!
hahahahaah

Heavy Chains

2009-01-27T01:51:00.001+08:00

She wants to run, goin' on,
Point of no return
No looking back, hope is gone,
Just a slow burning

Lost without love, so she tries
To get all she can
Into the night, desperate eyes,
Look for helping hands

Like a scream, the siren's call
Now it seems she's lost to all
Moving slow, and trapped in pain
Don't run with heavy chains

What's left is torn apart
Heavy chains on heavy heart
Her broken life
Her broken heart
Broken promises lost and found
Just like a knife
Into her heart
Keeping her down

What's left is ripped apart
Heavy chains on heavy heart
Broken pieces of life
Broken pieces of heart
Broken pieces of promises lost and found

Heavy chains like a knife
Cutting into her heart
Keeping her down
Ohh, heavy chains!

Calefare

2009-01-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

I got a role as an extra with script!!! hahahahahaha

"otak alfie berdengung"

thats the title... even though my scene is towards the end... i got myself into a drama series in SURIA... hahahahaahahhah

but i think they might change their mind. lets just hope not. :)) hheeeeeeeeeee

the champion

2009-01-21T20:39:00.003+08:00

We Are the Champion!!!

1st game - 3-0
2nd game - 5-1
3rd game - 6-1
4th game - 5-0

AND WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, MY FRIENDS... hahahaha

i only concede 2 goals... how good is my team eh.

well, one of my team is the top goal scorer. my team was the last minute "hey wanna play floor competion" invitations when we dont know each other but yet we play like we used to play for a long time. we have only 7 players, 5 players 2 reserve.

goalkeeper - ME (but of course)(self proclaim THE MVP award should be there and its for me, rookie of the competion and best goalie) bhahah

the captain - rizal
the players - wan pikachiu
- yat (hidayat i think)
- cinarep who can speak malay [ah da(ta)] (the top goal scorer)
- beat boxer khai (nonstop chattering guy)
and lastly - the quietest guy matin

WE are the CHAMPIONS!!!

will up load photos here or next post.

my all time favorite

2009-01-20T16:51:00.002+08:00

my all time favourite. reminds me of my sec sch time.

when im in need...

angels or devils

2009-01-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

sigh again...

2009-01-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

looks like we are being stubborn are we not?

its just so hard for her to stop everything with him. she even mentioned that he knows her well...

well... that sentence is enough to hurt me alot. what more when she met him... a date to be precise. wait more than a date... a lot of dates.

i never met any girl behind her back. even when nura bachine asked me out to talk abt our problems i would reject her. lets say i never cheated. but its not once, twice, trice(if thats a word)... i felt cheated way before we were together. the east coast incident... her block incident...(i was there looking at them together) she pillion him...(when i told her not to) they had lunch dates...

so its my fault FOR NOT BEING THERE. since he is there for you all the time... might as well go back to him. MIGHT AS WELL DONT EVEN THINK ABT ME. like i asked before... how are we going to get married, if this still goes on.

are you going to bring him into our house when we get married? are you going to text him when we are married? talk to him? wait... you speak of getting married? i am your future...

i see how this goes...
what comes around goes around right.

im going to be stubborn.
the break up is cos of you still keep in touch with him. and you blame me for MY ATTITUDE...

well... i'll take the blame.
and if you dont want to forgive me... its up to you if you want to let me burn in hell.

open prayer

2009-01-12T16:27:00.002+08:00

let this be an open prayer...

dear god...

if she is really the one, please help her change her attitude, mine and ours. i want us to be cherish not like how it was before.

if she is the one... show me a sign please.

I'm Alive

2009-01-06T23:15:00.001+08:00

Never again will I be dishonored

And never again will I be reminded
Of living within the world of the jaded
They kill inspiration
It's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~

Change again, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in oceans of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm no slave
Are you feeling brave?
Or have you gone out of your mind?
No more games
It won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning
My soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label me blind

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~
I'm ~~alive~~

hypocrite

2008-12-04T17:47:00.002+08:00

Noun 1. hypocrite- a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he or she does not hold in order to conceal his or her real feelings or motives.

2. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

3. : a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings

and the last but not least,

1) A person who engages in the same behaviors he condemns others for.

(2) A person who professes certain ideals, but fails to live up to them.

(3) A person who holds other people to higher standards than he holds himself.
The only reliable product of an organized religion is a flock of hypocrites who feel that only *their* hypocrisy is divinely sanctioned.

go understand them...

new

2008-12-02T13:17:00.003+08:00

sigh...

new problem is ticking us off. all due to stupid raden. such comments are sensitive but yet he made it the opposite. and so, im connected to this story. you ppl are fucking stupid. wanna so something stupid have to pull me along. what did i do to you guys that i deserve this? that stupid fucker (raden) is so fucking stupid, told mieze that miss rara called her bitch. and so nice... he said oh, "yunos` friend." kau peh bodoh otak mati nya jantan... want to escape so simple... poke nama aku...

thats the reason why PPL DONT LIKE RADEN... i should beat you up in the toilet or maybe in class infront of everybody else.

not one not two but a bunch... imagine the numbers.

class is crumbling, far worst than london bridge fallin. im witnessing... no im connected to it... how the americans blamed osama bin laden...

oh what the fuck.

herbs

2008-11-30T13:48:00.001+08:00

expensive herbs brought across the border made into one and gives one happiness...

i know i was happy.

but they are just herbs

floorball update

2008-11-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

ok... i cant be a player for floorball.
so freaking tiring la kan.

i tried to play the striker... cannot shoot... not like pikachiu, he can just wack the ball fast and hard.
so i tried playing the midfield... ok i can pass the ball well... but NO STAMINA!!! play on court for 2 minutes rest for 10 minutes... dammit.
and then i tried to play the defender. i let 3 goals in... (sorry ah keeper) i dont even know my positioning. rabak rabak.

i think the goal keeper is the best position i can play.

of course... i'll be playing.

what my name means

2008-11-27T01:54:00.002+08:00

What Yunos Means
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.(so the same as nadia's, so i think this is crap!!!)

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.(ok i like this part so true abt me)
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

so overall i THINKS ITS CRAP... my blog readers, do you think its true?

ok rephrase...

2008-11-27T01:06:00.002+08:00

lemme rephrase...

i broke up with my GF cos of what you think... what i meant was... you guys had the same idea... well almost there.

accused me bitching ard with other girls and accused me of being the spy.

yea the fucking cbox shit is giving you guys the wrong idea and that wrong idea gave you guys a wrong impression. SO WHY THE FUCK CANT YOU JUST ASK!!!??? its not wrong to ask BUT NO... YOU PPL HAVE TO ASSUME AND MAKE UP STORIES AND MAKE ME LIKE THE BAD MAN... so if im the bad man, whos the robin? if you really want to do so... ITS SIMPLE... THERE ISNT A NEED TO MAKE UP STORIES AND ACCUSE ME OF ANY WRONG DOINGS!!!! no need... simple as ABC and 123... just tell me and shut the fuck up! *catch my drift?*

you know what... i catch your drift, you guys dont want to talk to me, i dont mind. i feel you man. i feel you ppl (and why the fuck im talking like this)

so dont worry... i do my own things and i promise you i wont bother you guys.

thanks anyway...

so what do you want now?

P.E

eh hello

2008-11-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

eh hello...

fuck lah... i broke up with my GF is because of what YOU THINK!!!! OK.

so what you want now?

WHAT THE FUCK

2008-11-25T22:23:00.003+08:00

ok here it goes...

ive just cooked a can of campbells chicken soup... so warm... no its hot... the way i like it and i saw my pc with the kids playing and when i look at the msn... mieza said... she won the war with YUNOs... so respecting the kids... i called and check with her whats wrong...

NAD I GOT THIS... "SO YOU ACTUALLY CONTACTING MJ" DONT YOU THINK THAT ACTUALLY PISSES ME OFF?!!?!?!?!?

EH FUCK IT LAH... WHAT YOU WANT TO THINK, GO ON AND THINK WHAT YOU WANT TO THINK.

JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE... FUCKING SHIT HEADS....

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!

low...

2008-11-25T09:21:00.002+08:00

this is how low people can think of me... suspecting me as a spy for someone else outside the class...

suspected = assume and assume always means ACCUSE... <--- well thats my defination.

yeah... thats suspect

Main Entry: 1sus·pect
Pronunciation: \ˈsəs-ˌpekt, sə-ˈspekt\
Function:adjective

1. regarded or deserving to be regarded with suspicion :
2. to believe (someone) to be guilty without having any proof
3. to think (something) to be false or doubtful:

Noun
a person who is believed guilty of a specified offence

Adjective
not to be trusted or relied upon

oh what the heck... google the word suspect...

floorball

2008-11-14T18:49:00.003+08:00

today was my 1st day for floorball training...

its fun and... i dont know what to say... let the photo do the talk... its not that terrible anyway... just photos.

the ball hit my arm... thats the minimal result... it was bright red anyway.

one unlucky shot hitting my finger leaving it like as how you can see...

try be on your knees for 30-45minutes... if its not red like mine... you can replace me

and who says wearing helmet wouldnt hurt...

and this is little maiza trying on the helmet...

what am i?

2008-11-14T01:01:00.002+08:00

what am i...?

again i want to stress of what i have done which anyone would see...

and the things i didnt do everyone would say.

what is this?
lemme ask you this?

what am i?

for you

2008-11-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

TO YOU,
FROM ME...

I wanna love you, and treat you right
I wanna love you, every day and every night
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter, of my single bed
We'll share the same room, ALLAH provide the bread

Is this love, is this love, is this love
Is this love that I am feeling
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know now
I got to know, got to know, got to know now

I'm willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table
I wanna love you and treat you right

I wanna love you, every day and every night
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter, of my single bed
We'll share the same room, ALLAH provide the bread

Is this love, is this love, is this love
Is this love that I am feeling
Oh yes I know, yes I know, yes I know now

I'm willing and able
So I throw my cards on your table
See I wanna love you, I wanna love and treat
You right, I wanna love you, every day and every night
We'll be together, with a roof right over our heads
We'll share the shelter, of my single bed
We'll share the same room, ALLAH provide the bread

forgotten?

2008-10-30T10:28:00.003+08:00

they seem to forget WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR THEM.
for all the remember IS MY BAD ATTITUDE OR COLD SHOULDERS TOWARDS THEM

i mean what the fuck... do you remember when we go out like that? or do this? or do that? or go here there everywhere?

and when you PPL SEE SOMEONE ELSE DOING IT... ALL YOU PPL CAN SEE IS IM NOT THE GOOD PERSON... I NEVER DO THIS I NEVER DO THAT I NVER WHAT FUCK LAH

seriously... have you ever remembered?
did you remember when times are hard and who was there?

do you remember when you need someone to talk to and who was there?

FUCK ALL THIS SHITS...

if you cant remember... (come to think abt it) good then. just forget, no need to have a vivid thoughts abt me... no need to have good thoughts... no need to have like oh yunos like this yunos like that... all they can remember is... fuck lah yunos macam sial... or what fuck... better for you.
i take it as a compliment.

fuck off

~~p.s oh YEAH (to you) IM CUTTING ALL TIES WITH YOUR FRIEND.~~

camwhoring

2008-10-29T22:38:00.004+08:00

ever see police officer cam whoring?

like literally in the toilet like the girls did it... like the reservist have nothing to do...

check it out... all thanks to DAVID NG PAK LAY... cb peh daud...

above david and me trying to pose with the handgun

david and me taking the photo while azhar looking in disgust....

and me trying taking alone but forgot to switch off the flash
check out the perut

as usual me and david

and this is the best one ever
sexy uh

in the end azhar joining us for the photo... idiot
check out that tummy

this pic wasnt that nice...

and so thats the life story of me and david cam whoring in the toilet with our hand guns posing for fun. CB you david... you influence me...

"officers in toilet cam whoring"

quitting

2008-10-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

i msg ah tan today saying im quitting school. usually he would reply "ok Yunos" with the happy tone... so i was waiting.

during lunch.. he actually called me and asking me why i wanna quit. he was concern "aawwwww" so he was like talking abt wasting time not going school and he said is a waste ive been in the class then suddenly feel like quitting and it was not good idea...

yeah that lecture... ZZZZZzzzZZ

he did mentioned that... my class going to be bored without me... BUAHAHAHAHAHAAHA BUAHAHAHAHAAH BUAHAHAHAHAHAAH right >_<"

so yeah i told him my reasons and he said.. ok you take few days off and think properly. he was scared that i couldnt cope...

nice ah he... very good teacher but yet... the class step on his head as if he was literally not there. sigh

the end

2008-10-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

its the end of syawal...

finally the celebrations ended, with no more rushing to whose house or which house is important or who to go out with.

frankly (why frank?) speaking, i dont give a crap abt house visiting. if im interested with whom i wanna go out with i'll do that.

yeah its fun collecting green "pao", but... just not me. i dont quite like crowds but im making myself to be in the crowd.

so yeah... since its ok... no point fretting over it.
and it was fun going out with you guys... whoever you are!

shadow Z

2008-10-28T13:55:00.002+08:00

ah,

27th was yesterday and i went out with her to catch a movie. tropic thunder.

and so yeah watched and i was racing against time cos of work, good pay $40/4hrs. so why not?
went all out despite the drizzling and met up with hamza, hasdi and whos the guy cant remember the name.

it was my many years since i wore "baju kurung" and "songkok" buahahaah check it out

funny right... hahah with the songkok.

oh yeah this is the logo on the cars

managed to get one which is not so clear lah.

and so we work and work and laugh and laugh and joked and joke till the end of the night

which got me, hasdi and hamza totally tired.. here's the outcome(nah maryam tengok lah kamu sepuas puas.... dont worry i will upload more in the future post)

me and hasdi (hamsome mode)

me and hasdi (ugly mode)

me and hamza, the siblings (as so was said from a friend of mine)

me and hamza (ugly siblings)

yeah thats what happen when we served ppl their drinks and only hasdi came to school... hahah sorry ah babe.

im ouf

surprisingly sad

2008-10-25T19:04:00.004+08:00

what have i done to make eyes tears?
she came to my blk and to meet up for 5 mins... and it was really not in the right time after i quarreled with my mom.

and so she told me theres something on my bike... and yeah sorry to disappoint her but i didnt go down asap and told her to go home...

later afterwards... i came and saw theres a full bloomed rose and a some cookies i teared. why?

why did she came so far just for this?
why did she do all this?
why?

i took it home, my mom saw and immediately she took the rose and put in a cup of water...

but really why?

im touched really, im captivated.

but im lost... still, not knowing whats going on and whats going to happen...

a msg came... stating to restart everything again... start over again...
i dont know really...

should i or should i not?

love is not the matter, trust is.

moodless

2008-10-23T10:29:00.003+08:00

yo,

whats mood?
how can you be moody?

i was moody since yesterday. i dont know why. and i dont even want to go work yesterday. but i did.

i came back from work yesterday and i slept immediately.
didnt bathe didnt eat.
~~and i got miss calls...~~

and today i woke up early morning thinking of going to school... and it seems... im moodless again. in fact i dont have the mood to type in here. wtf

sigh i see if i want to go school later.

take care then

torture

2008-10-22T16:11:00.004+08:00

you gave me mental torture

im crying inside.
im crying now.
i cry to sleep

Desecration Smile

2008-10-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

(check out the vid clip... so simple yet so expensive)

All alone, I'm by myself
Love a girl bad for my health
Seen it all through someone else
(Love a girl bad for my health)

I celebrated but undisturbed
I serenaded by the terror world
I sound obscene and he's never heard
(Serenaded by the terror world)

A life on fire with a new lifestyle, O
Desecration Smile, Desecration
Someone means you got to be yourself
Desecration Smile, Desecration Smile

Disintegrated by the rising sun
I'm rolling back into oblivion
And I'd like to think that I'm your number one
But I (Roll back into oblivion)

I want to leave but I just can't stop
Broken wreckage, only love I got
Heavy metal playing in your truck
(Broken wreckage only love I got)

A life of crime with a moonlight star
Desecration Smile, Desecration
Someone admits you got to be yourself
Descration Smile,.Desecration

Spreading love, smiling struggle
Hard to know your beautiful, it goes to you
Wind is blowing down my road
I really find just what you roll, it goes to you

I see the meaning when it falls apart
Quick to finish, but I'm slow to start
Love you better than the meadowlark
'Cause I'm (Slow to finish but I'm quick to start)

A life of crime with a moonlight star
Desecration Smile, Desecration
Someone admits you got to be yourself
Descration Smile,.Desecration
Seal your time with a new lifestyle

visiting

2008-10-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

today is going to be the day that my class is going out for visiting Jalan Raya...

and im already not in the mood.
all cos of that fuck and she have to give in... always. even when they are seperated.

maybe shes right... we are not meant to be together.

i cant take it if my love is giving in to her ex... giving in to all the demands.
might as well...

raya surprise

2008-10-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

2nd day of raya... woke up early in the morning at 8 to play torncity. then back to sleep... then woke up at 10... (i dont see why am i typing this.)

anyhu, i was playing game and i received a sms... from gary saying that the results are out. so i was expecting, of course BIG F.

so i was there going through the ite portal, have to go through the login process twice... fark i can forget my password... shit head.

anyhu, so i was going slowly how to get my results and i found the link and theres where i suddenly... feel nothing else but me and the PC. everyone behind me seems to be everywhere but they dont sense me here... and time was ticking slowly...

and there... i click with a very loud CLICK NOISE like a big bang...*cbloiocmk* click+boom= cbloiocmk.. haha only nura understand this part.

so there once i click... i eyes was wide open to SEE THAT I ACTUALLY PASS(remembering my lame man terms on CMN) i ACTUALLY PASS!!!

I PASS WITH A FUCKING LOW GPA POINTS 1.43 i bet im last in class.... freaking hell... so much wanna be 2 in class.

BUT I PASS!!!!!!!! HHHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

thats for today.

yesterday 1day of raya... i actually get DUIT RAYA

SGD$80 and RM$12...

hhhoooooooo!!!!!!!!!

hari raya HHOOOOO!!!!!!!

2008-09-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

yo,

been sometimes i have not been update in this blog.

1st things 1st... break fast outing was fantastic. hamza, fairuz, hasdi, xiang long(hell yeah he was there), glenn and partner, shidah, firah, lyha and friend. haha it was fun. ate at simpang bedok and went gaylang serai. hahaha lots of fun for me and the rest of course.

next, got my phone navigator!!!! nokia 6210 navitagor. new phone for this raya yo... haha

and tomorrow is raya yo!!! dont know why singapore is one day later. whatever is it... hari raya yo!!! hoooo!!!!!

ok next update hasdi is making new outing.

"stay"

2008-09-20T21:06:00.007+08:00

Stay - Lisa Loeb

you say I only hear what I want to.
you say I talk so all the time so.

and I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
yeah, I missed you.

and you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
well, this is not that:
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

and I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.

you try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

you said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

you said, "You caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just so scared to lose.
and you say, "stay."

you say I only hear what I want to.

test

2008-09-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

yo,

it seems that everyone's blog that i read it has to be the same thing "i dont think i can score, i dont i can make it, i dont think i did well, i think and i think i think i cant make it...."

WHAT THE FUCK YOU PEOPLE RAMBLING

Camone its not like you people going to fail... not like me for instance. i fuck up during my lessons and i fuck up during my exams.

so do me a favour stop your complains and wait for the results.
dont be like me old enough to be your uncle then start schooling again and mix with the school kids.

fucking hell... i thought as i went over to read your blogs i can find something interesting to read on and yet i see the same whole shit thing.
you people never seem to impress me.

and yet i have to initiate. fucking shits...

ok enough of the profanities... been 3 weeks i have not been cursing.
well... this should be enough.

cant wait for school... to see if i get to be with the same 1F or new class... but whatever it is... i have to find someone for me to insult/disturb/tease/laugh at.

that is a must. ok now its time for me to play new game... combat arms

cow-chow-wtf

poems

2008-09-15T11:39:00.002+08:00

yo,

i just remember had composed some poems... for you viewing pleasure. but i had a few more and i cant remember where i put it. tsk

here goes.

The wanderer

A wanderer who wanders around,
Wandering everywhere his feet takes him,
Greeting every soul every time he meet,
Making his life a little less entertaining.

Walking here and there with an empty thought,
Walking aimlessly down the road,
Only times that he would stop,
To clear this mind with a doubt.

Along the way he come to a halt
With sudden things comes to his thoughts,
Suddenly he remembered all the his problems,
Things that made him suffered all along.

A problem that made him realize,
Not to trust people so much,
Trying so hard just to find a friend,
Who turn out to be another fiend.

To an innocent act someone would bad-mouthed,
Telling the whole world about the act
Not knowing about the truth,
Making the wanderer feel bad.

A day has passed just thinking about his problems,
To his relief that’s all history
Smile came back to his pitiful face,
And now back to his never-ending journey.

=========================================================================
How long more
Till the day to come
Seperating Us
Through the years we've done,

A tale of Two
With a stong bond
Due to infavourable moments
Now its all gone,

Came a man
During those years
A happy ending intentions
That's what she yearns,

Gone another one
Who's once Foolish
A self-sacrificer
Just to see the end accomplish,

An advice
To those out there
Cherish the ones
Who's always been there
For all you know
In all your life
There's an Angel
Always there by your side...

go away

2008-09-15T10:54:00.005+08:00

get out... go away its what you want not me.
dont ever talk to me anymore.

dont ever think of me.

oh yeah... you can eat the whole cupcakes when i get them and put it on your doorstep. or maybe i should just dump it.

whatever it is. you just forget it. no more. thats all no more

forget me and forget you thats what you want your CALL your CHOICE.

IM GLAD THAT YOU HAVE MORE TIME WITH YOUR FRIENDS NOW. GOOD CHOICE FOR YOU.

goodbye

new background

2008-09-14T16:53:00.000+08:00

new back ground HHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

she is gone?

2008-09-11T00:41:00.001+08:00

She's Gone - Steel Heart

She's gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I'm to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can't live without her love.

In my life
There's just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I'm wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.

Lady, won't you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She's gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she's gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I'm so alone,
I'm begging you,
I'm down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I've done to you.

a message from me to you EC 1F

2008-09-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

yo,

guys, i would like to appreciate to know you guys for these few months the laughs and the fucks i gave.
i had new experiance as i am an uncle to you people in class and a class rep. i know i didnt do a good job but... what the heck eh.
i believe my fate is to retake CMN and DPA next semester. so im taking this aportunity(how the fuck you spell that)

so to the muslims in EC 1F, slamat beraya and slamat bepuasa. and please forgive me of my sins to what i have done.

please have an enjoyable life with the rest and CHI HEI(black) will be your class rep... hahahahaha i believe he will only take care of some people only. hahahahaah *paisehpaiseh*

so have a good life ahead.

yours sincerely
your godPA
Mohd Yunos

sigh

2008-09-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

exams came and i study last minute... just like the old me. everything all last minute. now im having this paranoid thinking that i will have to repeat both my CMN and DPA... well see you next semester. well at least i can confirm its not paranoid thinking.

on monday was my CMN... what date was it again? 8th sept 2008. i had a crash course study with firah hasdi shidah with HONG MENG... haha
but as what arab told me is kinda true... it happen to him so i believe it happen to all... at the last really minute u cramp all the words/formulas and trying hard to remember them, when it comes to the papers itself... everything will all be gone... it happen to me... fark. i was cursing thorough out the paper... dont know whether daniel or chi hei heard me say fark like 10 times in one minute... for 2 hours

then it was DPA... on wed 10th/09/08... cool ah. anyway yeah so that night before the exams, i went out to meet daniel and xiang long to study DPA... and they were helpful... *hats off and bow*
and sorry hasdi la sey... didnt know and cant remember to call you cos i generalize everyone would think the same. like i invited hamza and glenn most of the time to have group study but... they would either turn up late or wont be there. cant blame la if they dont want to join us.
but then again... i still think i would repeat the whole semester again. goody me

its fasting month and she is acting weird... not calling me nor smsing me. i called and its like few minutes talk and either im busy or shes tired.

well what to do. it comes to a conclusion i have to make or take.. then i will.
sigh

new background

2008-09-06T13:19:00.001+08:00

i need new background... period

LeT aLL i hAVe liVEd bE aS iF It wERe a dREaM

2008-09-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way, yeah

Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

Theres something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing

Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way, yeah

Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

sentosa

2008-08-31T19:37:00.002+08:00

30th august,

we, 1/5 of the class went to sentosa trip/fun/leisure.
it was whole lot of fun even there was the MINIMAL, like me, hasdi, hamza, glenn, sam, daniel and kevin for the guys. as for the girls... firah and shidah was only there. luckly they invited another girl from DIFFERENT CLASS and she TURNED UP. well upon reaching there... called afew and they last minute cancel the show, and of course the ever famous never called never answer or show up the last minute ppl. sigh

met my daling at my block and rushed to VICOM to check on her bike and rushed to changi to change cap but... shop happen to open up anytime in the afternoon. and then rushed again to t.mart to shop some snacks which i believed the class wont bring anything, which they didnt of course.

and fetch hamza and went back to my block... daling was there to follow ard. i went back home and took my stuffs and off to harbour front interchange.

once we reached there(in sentosa of course) thanks to kevin we HAD TO WALK all the way to the end of SILOSO beach in the SUPER HOT SUN... got sunburn even before entering the sea.

yeah we played soccer, volley ball and freesbie(spelling check pls) at the same time... hahaha u just have to be there to know it happen.

i cant wait no longer as it was super damn hot and jump into the cooling sea i went. super nice lah once u got into the sea... hahaha hunks of ec 1f... hahahah

well it was raining in the end when we abt to leave... it was time anyway.

seriously im still having fever since thursday. up till now. only yesterday it was my worst state before i sleep. well what to expect from half day swimming in the sea and having fun. dont mind at all

oh well... next outing its going to be a secret... wait for my "secret msg"
hahahaha
hahaha
haha

sweet nothings

2008-08-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

-When a Girl is quiet ...
millions of things are running
in her mind.

-When a Girl is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.

-When a Girl looks at u
with eyes full of questions
... she is wondering
how long you will be around.

-When a Girl answers
' I'm fine '
after a few seconds
...she is not at all fine.

-When a Girl stares at you
... she is wondering why you
are lying.

-When a Girl lays on your
chest ... she is wishing for you to
be hers forever.

-When a Girl wants to see you
everyday...
she wants to be pampered.

-When a Girl says
' I love you ' ...
she means it.

-When a Girl says
' I miss you ' ...
no one in this world can
miss you more than that.

-Life only comes around
once make sure u spend it
with the right person...

Find a Guy,
-Who calls you beautiful
instead of hot.

-Who calls you back when
you hang up on him.

-Who will stay awake
just to watch you sleep.

-Wait for the guy who ...
kisses your forehead.

-Who wants to show you
off to the worldwhen you
are in your sweats.

-Who holds your hand in
front of his friends.

-Who is constantly
reminding you of how much
he cares about you and
how lucky he is to have you.

-Who turns to his friends
and says, ' That's her!! '

no non sense....

2008-08-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

NURA IS FULL OF...!!!!!

period

hooked...

2008-08-17T01:30:00.003+08:00

yo,

im so hooked at this game TORN CITY.
i would play before school after school and anytime or everytime. it takes me 2-3 hours to recharge the game energy so i would play the game like 3-4 times aday... god... im so ADDICTED!!!

if you guys have no idea... this is what im talking abt...

http://www.torncity.com/register.php?XID=906146

just click and sign up and thats all... and u might be addicted like i do. well i know i have 2 friends having the same feeling like me.

join us...

not to forget

2008-08-10T23:37:00.001+08:00

oh oh oh not to forget... another favourite of mine yo...

MUST CHECK IT OUT!!!

princes of the universe

2008-08-09T02:07:00.002+08:00

camone peeps... my old time favourite movie and song... it just turns me on lah by listening and remembering the movie... and the same time... remembered my father. we used to watch it together as long i can remember.

i miss him...

national day celebration...?

2008-08-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

what the FARK!!!!

spend few hours in school talking cock and telling my ghost stories to hamza and hasdi at the opposite block of macpherson ite.

and before smoking i was eating western delight fish and chips with whipped potato and hotdogs.

and before that was watching some stupid indenial host forcing herself that it was a good concert and rubbish performance... what the FARK!!!!

and before that was watching soccer game at the field with the standard of kids playing at void decks. might as well give them the plastic BALL!!!! forgoodness sake.

and i thought we were to have pun playing games or participate in some last minute competion and so i told hasdi and hamza to tu prepare their p.e shirt and shorts... and in the end... well in the end it was a big

FARK!!!!!!!

therefore... i am hoping for more of this kind of things which can build up my skills in insulting.

go ITE go SINGAPORE!!!

humans

2008-08-05T19:28:00.003+08:00

dear humans,

please sit down and read my blog and please digest it.

here i am trying to point out something you humans do, is it humanity?

let me begin,
i understand how you humans feel when/upon hating someone else. i feel your loathe and i also loathe a person on he or she reaction. we may do share the same impression on someone's expression.

BUT, do we have to put that person down so low that you have to gang attack? you hate you ignored what else do you need to do? you want to drive someone crazy till that someone commit suicide? do you have to chase that person down to the very last wormhole just to see someone suffer? is that what you call humanity? is that what you call sanity? lets talk religiously, do our religion say you must kill that person till you are satisfy? and what is satisfaction to you? you have made that someone realise their mistakes, thats good. so what more? why cant you forget it and just ignore them?

im sad to see you gang attack that someone. put yourself in that position, and i came along and attack you till you drop and cry and BEG for mercy and i wont even stop. HOW would YOU FEEL?

please as a human im beg your favour, just stop whatever you are doing. once is enough.

and i really do need to dispose that person... come to me and tell me how would u want it? i be gladly to help you for a price that you cant even pay.

so please... be a human, we all are. lets treat human like human... not like animal.

your friend
best regards
yours sincerely
yours truely...
Mohd Yunos

p.s i love you

dear...

2008-08-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Dear FEMALES,

i beg of u... if u were to have ur period coming... or should i say mood swings... please please buy a PUNCHING BAG.

we guys are not ur punching bag just because we love u or just because we are ur hubby. or simply just because u girls MUST HAVE THE period.

its not ur fault and not our FAULT that we have to be taking all the shits just because of the mood swings.

so please... just because of UR MOOD SWINGS... we end up quarreling... that is not cool.

thank you

regards and pure love woman lover,
on behalf of whole world of men,
Mohd Yunos

chocolate cake in 5 mins

2008-07-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

yo

check this out... 5 mins cake... what a chocolate wonder...

i mean if u wanna eat a cake and lazy to go out.. why not try this...

if u dont mind i mean... ur own creation which is not good to eat... why not let others taste and die...

cool isnt it... lol...

i think i'll be getting more on recipes and post it here...

http://www.dizzy-dee.com/recipe/chocolate-cake-in-5-minutes

http://www.dizzy-dee.com/

a.r.g.h

2008-07-27T20:29:00.002+08:00

argh...

im having test tomorrow and i cant study... why do i have to take all 3 test in 3 weeks... eh wait... last week i didnt go due to sickness...

but whatever argh!!!

leceh ah...

must learn must must must

kampung

2008-07-26T22:02:00.003+08:00

today i went back to my cuz kampung to PLUCK durians...
and pick up rambutans...
spend couple of hours only actually

AND I PURPOSELY PICK UP THE ROTTEN CEMPEDAK JUST TO BE SARCASTIC TO MY MOM... cos she knows i hate durians.

yes DURIANS LOVERS... I AM THE DURIAN HATER... for he who love durians will be hated by and shall feel my loathe forever!!!!

amen

what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok back to the story... yeah bitten by an army of mosquitos, platoon of RED ants and a whole lots of unknown insects but...

I'm gonna fight 'em off
A seven nation army couldn't hold me back
They're gonna rip it off
Taking their time right behind my back
And I'm talking to myself at night
Because I can't forget
Back and forth through my mind
Behind a cigarette
And the message coming from my eyes
Says leave it alone

Don't want to hear about it
Every single one's got a story to tell
Everyone knows about it
From the Queen of England to the hounds of hell
And if I catch it coming back my way
I'm gonna serve it to you
And that ain't what you want to hear,
But that's what I'll do
And the feeling coming from my bones
Says find a home

I'm going to Wichita
Far from this opera for evermore
I'm gonna work the straw
Make the sweat drip out of every pore
And I'm bleeding, and I'm bleeding, and I'm bleeding
Right before the lord
All the words are gonna bleed from me
And I will think no more
And the stains coming from my blood
Tell me go back home

YES NOT EVEN A 7 NATION ARMY COULDNT HOLD ME BACK...

and i won... of course... with lots of red patches on my body...

lol... and i suffer lah scratching all over

new added list

2008-07-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

ok didnt know what happen to firah blog and i replace her's with mieza.
was surprise to see that she came and asked me to "tag" her...
so yeah sure...

and there we go.

gonna watch myself act in the show "Troy"

buahahahahaahah im achilles, remember that... lol

firah blog

2008-07-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

apparently firah's blog is done for...
i wonder why.

hope she can bring up and update more...

reading peoples life are very interesting...

post

2008-07-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

hi... it seems that not much ppl view or read or leave comments or whatsoever in my blog.

but how ah... how to make ppl drop by my page?

hmmm i will ponder on this... but nothing much really... i think i change the background pic first.

DV6700

2008-07-25T20:10:00.007+08:00

Hp Pavillion DV6700 Series Notebook PC

- Intel® Core™2 Duo processor T8300 (2.40GHz, 3MB L2 Cache 800MHz FSB), Genuine Windows® Vista Home Premium Edition, 2GB DDR2 SDRAM, 250GB Hard Drive, DVD/CD-RW Combo with Double Layer, Nvidia GeForce 8400M GS discrete 256MB video memory, 15.4" WXGA High Definition BrightView Widescreen, Integrated HP Biometric Fingerprint Sensor

MY BABY IS COMING SOON-HHHOOOOOOOO!!!
How much longer should daddy wait, baby...

come to me please!!! i know you will... hahaha

i shall think of a name for u babe...

Yaasin

2008-07-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

Yaasin,

Walqura-nilhakim.

Innakala minalmursalin.

A'lasiratil mustaqim.

Tanzilal azizirrahim.

Litunziraqaumamma unzila aba uhum fahum ghafilun.

Three Questions

2008-07-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

Three Questions

There was a young man who went overseas to study for quite a long time. When he returned, he asked his parents to find him a religious scholar or any expert who could answer his 3 Questions.
Finally, his parents were able to find a Muslim scholar.

YOung man:
Who are you? Can you answer my questions?

SchoLar:
I am one of Allah (SubHana Wa Ta`ala)'s slaves and Insha-Allah (God willing), I will be able to answer your questions.

YOung man:
Are you sure? A lot of Professors and experts were not able to answer my question s.

SchoLar:
I will try my best, with the help of Allah (SubHana Wa Ta`ala).

YOung Man:
I have 3 questions:

1. Does God exist? If so, show me His shape.
2. What is thaqdir (fate)?
3. If shaitan (Devil) was created from the fire, why at the end he will
be thrown to hell that is also created from fire. It certainly will not
hurt him at all, since Shaitan (Devil) and the hell were created from
fire.

Did God not think of it this far?

Suddenly, the SchoLar slapped the young man's face very hard. Young Man
(felt pain): Why do you get angry at me?

SchoLar:
I am not angry. The slap is my answer to your three questions.

YOung Man:
I really don't understand.

SchoLar:
How do you feel after I slapped you?

YOung Man:
Of course, I felt the pain.

SchOlar:
So do you believe that pain exists?

YOung Man:
Yes.

SchoLar:
Show me the shape of the pain!

YOung Man:
I cannot.

SchoLar:
That is my first answer. All of us feel God's existence without being able to see His shape... Last night, did you dream that you will be slapped by me?

YOung Man:
No.

SchoLar:
Did you ever think that you will get a slap from me, today?

YOung Man:
No.

SchoLar:
That is takdir (fate) my second answer........ My hand that I
used to slap you, what is it created from?

YOung Man:
It is created from flesh .

SchoLar:
How about your face, what is it created from?

YOung Man:
Flesh.

SchoLar:
How do you feel after I slapped you?

YOung Man:
In pain.

SchoLar:
That's it. This is my third answer, Even though Shaitan (Devil)
and also the hell were created from the fire, if Allah wants, insha-Allah (God willing), the hell will become a very painful place for Shaitan.

Allah said:
'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you.' If you are not
ashamed, pass this message on... only if you believe.

Yes, I love Allah. Allah is my fountain of Life and My Savior.
Allah keeps me going day & night. Without Allah, I am no one. But with
Allah, I can do everything. Allah is my strength.

May HE help u to succeed... [Ameen]

studies...

2008-07-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

yo,

i cant keep up with CMN... big problem im having yes i am.

i certainly dont even understand what is going on...

everytime i come to class i would day dream or just cant understand... my (just like william said) its my attitude. not only mine... everyone's
conflicts and quarrels are in the in thing now.
after one another... she tried to talk i refuse... he tried to talk i refused...
needless to say... i cant converse with u guys anymore.
i dont know how anymore... im sorry

its been me like this all along and no i cant change and no im VERY STUBBORN...
if its sensitive u call it or Merajuk... its purely up to u...

ah to have a class like this... wheres my 6 jahannam... it would be good if they are ard... miss those times... all the fights and cover ups and yeah all the fun... (thinking of the past)

anyway... please i dont wish to start any bad impression or what soever i dont know what word to use... if u wanna take everyone away from me... by all means, i wont stop u.

take it please, take it away from me for ur happiness...

To whom...

2008-07-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

To whom it may concern,

i am writing this out of concern. i would like to ask for a HUGE favour.

a Huge favour which is that.. I'm asking u NOT TO BEG. please do not beg for anything. if that beg were for me... im asking PLEASE dont.

i dont like the idea of BEGGING for a little something. what is it to you that you have to BEG?

im sorry... please Dont. Please...

Yours Truely
Saint Sinner

school

2008-07-05T00:36:00.001+08:00

school...

its reopening on Monday... and im yet cashless... and jobless

sigh what 3 weeks of holiday... its nothing. waste every minute of it... sigh

school... lets quit.

how soon is now?

2008-07-04T02:45:00.000+08:00

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Oh, of nothing in particular

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die

When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well, when exactly do you mean ?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone

You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

sayang...

2008-07-04T01:13:00.004+08:00

my love,

how do i put it in here?

im sad that ur sad...
im angry when u think bout him
i cried in my sleep thinking,
how much more can i cope
how long more will you be
thinking of him...

my heart...
its broken
wielded and broke again...

I wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away
There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz Im broken, when I'm open
And I feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open
And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

im sad...

relationship

2008-07-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

break up, patched up and then... world war quarrel...

sigh... and all cos of another person